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Wednesday, March 6, 2013

31 days of writing challenges...can i do it? :)

i found this on a profile i was looking at on fetlife and thought it looked like a cool thing to try. It's 31 days of writing. Various questions about life and stuff. Looked like it could be interesting so here it is. If anyone would like to do this too, be sure to link to your writing from here. i'd love to see others' responses as well. Have fun and hope to have some others do this with me! Below are the days and corresponding questions to write about. i'll be starting mine tomorrow.
:)
• Day 01: Something you're looking forward to this year.
• Day 02: Something you regret not having done last year.
• Day 03: Something with which you struggle.
• Day 04: Something that is part of your routine that you enjoy.
• Day 05: Something in life that gives you balance.
• Day 06: Something that excites you and fills you with joy.
• Day 07: Describe your first REAL kiss
• Day 08: One thing in the world you’d LOVE to change
• Day 09: Guilty Pleasures- you choose how many to list
• Day 10: Something at which you've been a champion or the best.
• Day 11: Something about which people seem to compliment you.
• Day 12: Something you hope to change about yourself and why.
• Day 13: Discuss some of the things on your bucket list.
• Day 14: Someone who has made your life worth living.
• Day 15: A band/musical artist whose music impacted your life.
• Day 16: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
• Day 17: Someone with whom you shared a friendship/relationship that simply drifted out of your life.
• Day 18: Someone you met randomly that's made an impact on your life.
• Day 19: Something that shook your belief system to its core (a big disappointment in your life).
• Day 20: Discuss your favorite movie and why it's so special to you.
• Day 21: Write about your best friend (not significant other) and what makes them special.
• Day 22: Describe a dark/turbulent moment in your life.
• Day 23: Describe a truly spiritual moment in your life.
• Day 24: Discuss a spontaneous moment in your life that that turned out to be fantastic.
• Day 25: Discuss something you planned that ended up not being what you expected.
• Day 26: How do you handle/deal with both success and failure?
• Day 27: What is your vocation (why are you here on earth)?
• Day 28: What is your biggest dream in life (what one great thing do you want to accomplish)?
• Day 29: What WAS your biggest dream in life (you wanted to do as a kid but no longer can)?
• Day 30: Someone in your family that means so much to you.
• Day 31: Epilogue: Write a letter to yourself.

Just a little bit longer...

Master leaves tomorrow to go back to Wisconsin. sighs i'm trying to be brave and look forward to His return in about 3 weeks for another trip instead of concentrating on the emptiness that His not being here will leave.

3-4 weeks after that He's here for good and i won't have to be away from Him ever again like W/we have endured the last almost year. (June 12 of this year marks ONE YEAR! whoo hoo!)

Master's time here has been fantastic and other than a few little things, it went beautifully. (at least i think so, lol...hopefully Master feels that way too) The children adore Him, the dogs adore Him, even the ferrets were jumping around His feet yesterday morning after their escape from their cage. And of course, my heart feels completely at peace going to sleep and waking up each day in His arms.

Things are just so great when W/we are together and my worries seem to have been unfounded. I know this has and will be a big change for Master, but the kids were really good and they listen to Him really well. My youngest has never eaten better than she has with Him here and she's usually a very picky eater.

W/we went to Golden Corral last night and she asked to sit next to Him. She asked me tonight how many days until He would be back. She wants to get a calendar and mark the days off until He's back. I'm sure the processional of happy kids, dogs and ferrets will line the driveway as He pulls in, lol. (of course i reserve the right to send them all to their rooms so "i" get to see Him first...wicked grin)

Every day has been special...even when all W/we did was go to Wal-mart and buy groceries. (although the sheer volume of groceries i usually buy was a bit startling for Him at first. )

Today W/we went for a walk in the woods right by the house and it was beautiful. It was also very, VERY hot for many reasons that i will not explicitly share..smiles ) i was reluctant to go at first because the last walk He and i went on i really struggled due to being so overweight, and i was worried about a replay, but this time i did SO well and Master even told me that i did great and it was very different this time than last.

i'm looking forward to continuing to lose weight and feeling even better and sexier for Him. He showed me how loose my collar has gotten and i was shocked. i didn't even notice that it hangs MUCH lower on my neck than it did when He first put it on. it makes me feel good because i have a hard time seeing the loss and tend to focus on the parts i hate.

All in all, i am blissfully happy as His slave and can't WAIT until He is here for good. Tomorrow will be hard...really hard...:( but i will do my best to make Him proud of me by working on the things He wants me to with the business and His home and count the days until He pulls back into the driveway and i get to feel His arms around me again.