Master leaves tomorrow to go back to Wisconsin. sighs
i'm trying to be brave and look forward to His return in about 3 weeks
for another trip instead of concentrating on the emptiness that His not
being here will leave.
3-4 weeks after that He's here for good and i won't have to be away from Him ever again like W/we have endured the last almost year. (June 12 of this year marks ONE YEAR! whoo hoo!)
Master's time here has been fantastic and other than a few little things, it went beautifully. (at least i think so, lol...hopefully Master feels that way too) The children adore Him, the dogs adore Him, even the ferrets were jumping around His feet yesterday morning after their escape from their cage. And of course, my heart feels completely at peace going to sleep and waking up each day in His arms.
Things are just so great when W/we are together and my worries seem to have been unfounded. I know this has and will be a big change for Master, but the kids were really good and they listen to Him really well. My youngest has never eaten better than she has with Him here and she's usually a very picky eater.
W/we went to Golden Corral last night and she asked to sit next to Him. She asked me tonight how many days until He would be back. She wants to get a calendar and mark the days off until He's back. I'm sure the processional of happy kids, dogs and ferrets will line the driveway as He pulls in, lol. (of course i reserve the right to send them all to their rooms so "i" get to see Him first...wicked grin)
Every day has been special...even when all W/we did was go to Wal-mart and buy groceries. (although the sheer volume of groceries i usually buy was a bit startling for Him at first. )
Today W/we went for a walk in the woods right by the house and it was beautiful. It was also very, VERY hot for many reasons that i will not explicitly share..smiles ) i was reluctant to go at first because the last walk He and i went on i really struggled due to being so overweight, and i was worried about a replay, but this time i did SO well and Master even told me that i did great and it was very different this time than last.
i'm looking forward to continuing to lose weight and feeling even better and sexier for Him. He showed me how loose my collar has gotten and i was shocked. i didn't even notice that it hangs MUCH lower on my neck than it did when He first put it on. it makes me feel good because i have a hard time seeing the loss and tend to focus on the parts i hate.
All in all, i am blissfully happy as His slave and can't WAIT until He is here for good. Tomorrow will be hard...really hard...:( but i will do my best to make Him proud of me by working on the things He wants me to with the business and His home and count the days until He pulls back into the driveway and i get to feel His arms around me again.
3-4 weeks after that He's here for good and i won't have to be away from Him ever again like W/we have endured the last almost year. (June 12 of this year marks ONE YEAR! whoo hoo!)
Master's time here has been fantastic and other than a few little things, it went beautifully. (at least i think so, lol...hopefully Master feels that way too) The children adore Him, the dogs adore Him, even the ferrets were jumping around His feet yesterday morning after their escape from their cage. And of course, my heart feels completely at peace going to sleep and waking up each day in His arms.
Things are just so great when W/we are together and my worries seem to have been unfounded. I know this has and will be a big change for Master, but the kids were really good and they listen to Him really well. My youngest has never eaten better than she has with Him here and she's usually a very picky eater.
W/we went to Golden Corral last night and she asked to sit next to Him. She asked me tonight how many days until He would be back. She wants to get a calendar and mark the days off until He's back. I'm sure the processional of happy kids, dogs and ferrets will line the driveway as He pulls in, lol. (of course i reserve the right to send them all to their rooms so "i" get to see Him first...wicked grin)
Every day has been special...even when all W/we did was go to Wal-mart and buy groceries. (although the sheer volume of groceries i usually buy was a bit startling for Him at first. )
Today W/we went for a walk in the woods right by the house and it was beautiful. It was also very, VERY hot for many reasons that i will not explicitly share..smiles ) i was reluctant to go at first because the last walk He and i went on i really struggled due to being so overweight, and i was worried about a replay, but this time i did SO well and Master even told me that i did great and it was very different this time than last.
i'm looking forward to continuing to lose weight and feeling even better and sexier for Him. He showed me how loose my collar has gotten and i was shocked. i didn't even notice that it hangs MUCH lower on my neck than it did when He first put it on. it makes me feel good because i have a hard time seeing the loss and tend to focus on the parts i hate.
All in all, i am blissfully happy as His slave and can't WAIT until He is here for good. Tomorrow will be hard...really hard...:( but i will do my best to make Him proud of me by working on the things He wants me to with the business and His home and count the days until He pulls back into the driveway and i get to feel His arms around me again.
*hugs* he'll be back before you know it :)
ReplyDeletethank you! *hugs back* im already counting down and He's only been gone about an hour and a half, lol...
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