My life is getting ready to take a drastic change for the
better. Of course it won't be without bumps. As Master tells me,
there are always little bumps in the road. But i know that Master and i
can get through anything together. i am looking forward to sharing O/our journey here with my blogger friends and on Fetlife and hope that O/our experiences will be of help to some who may be in a similar situation.
i am so in love with Him, so committed and so dedicated to Him and O/our life together. i am Owned by Him mind, spirit, body, soul and heart and nothing will ever change that. He is the one i will spend the rest of my life with unless He decides otherwise and for me that is unconditional.
i've thought a lot about this and i don't make this statement lightly. There is NO ONE in my past, including the two marriage mistakes i made, KNOWING i was making them, that i saw with me down the road. With Master, i can see it vividly. He is my Master, my One True Love and i am truly blessed to be Owned by Him.
He has gotten U/us a house and He is moving here in a few months. The children and i are moving in the next couple of weeks and Master will be coming down with some things on the 1st of March. There is a lot to do...there are some stressful things to work out along the way and i know Master is feeling the strain with uprooting His entire life. He's been in the same place for 18 years. I've tried to backpedal FOR Him many times, afraid that He would regret what He is doing, but He has assured me that He has no doubts about U/us.
So i will do my best to support Him and be there for Him during this stressful time and look forward to when i can serve Him every single day, all day which is coming VERY SOON!! :)
The children are very excited both for the new house and to have Him here permanently. I am very excited to be with Him permanently and to finally, finally be away from my ex. i will be living by myself with the children for a few months before Master moves down and i'm actually looking forward to that. It'll be a time filled with getting back in control of the children without such a negative, disruptive force around every day that their father has been...things like undermining everything i try to teach them, and going against rules i have tried to establish will be a thing of the past. It will be a time where i can get them ready for Master moving to His new home and i can get rid of the bad habits that i have been dealing with due to my ex.
Master is the head of O/our home and all of the children know and respect this. it will be an adjustment, probably more for Master than the children, lol after all there are 7 of them. But they are truly good children who want to please He and i, so i know they will do their best to be good and make His adjustment as smooth as possible.
They are all excited about the fact that He will be there for all of their birthdays, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and it really makes me very emotional to know that this incredible Man not only took on a wild, fearful filly who was always running and STILL lets here fears get to her sometimes, but took on His filly's children as well.
i can't even put into words what that means to me. He is a unique and rare individual that i have massive respect and admiration for in addition to being just crazy in love with Him. The last 8 months of my life have been the BEST 8 months of my life and there's no doubt in my mind that there is a lot more best times coming.
i have my eyes open, and i know that there will be things that W/we have to discover and work through. i know myself though, and i am deeply rooted in O/our relationship as Master and slave, so there are things that i know will not be happening such as my arguing with Him, being defiant or disrespectful (i'd rather rip out my tongue) but there's a lot to learn about each other.
i am thankful to be able to call myself His slave, i am thankful that He loves me the way he does and that He wants to be with me. i am ready for this major change in my life...i have waited all my life to be with someone who really loved me, who i really loved and who was as committed to making things work as i am.
He is special...He is incredible and He is my Master... :)
i am so in love with Him, so committed and so dedicated to Him and O/our life together. i am Owned by Him mind, spirit, body, soul and heart and nothing will ever change that. He is the one i will spend the rest of my life with unless He decides otherwise and for me that is unconditional.
i've thought a lot about this and i don't make this statement lightly. There is NO ONE in my past, including the two marriage mistakes i made, KNOWING i was making them, that i saw with me down the road. With Master, i can see it vividly. He is my Master, my One True Love and i am truly blessed to be Owned by Him.
He has gotten U/us a house and He is moving here in a few months. The children and i are moving in the next couple of weeks and Master will be coming down with some things on the 1st of March. There is a lot to do...there are some stressful things to work out along the way and i know Master is feeling the strain with uprooting His entire life. He's been in the same place for 18 years. I've tried to backpedal FOR Him many times, afraid that He would regret what He is doing, but He has assured me that He has no doubts about U/us.
So i will do my best to support Him and be there for Him during this stressful time and look forward to when i can serve Him every single day, all day which is coming VERY SOON!! :)
The children are very excited both for the new house and to have Him here permanently. I am very excited to be with Him permanently and to finally, finally be away from my ex. i will be living by myself with the children for a few months before Master moves down and i'm actually looking forward to that. It'll be a time filled with getting back in control of the children without such a negative, disruptive force around every day that their father has been...things like undermining everything i try to teach them, and going against rules i have tried to establish will be a thing of the past. It will be a time where i can get them ready for Master moving to His new home and i can get rid of the bad habits that i have been dealing with due to my ex.
Master is the head of O/our home and all of the children know and respect this. it will be an adjustment, probably more for Master than the children, lol after all there are 7 of them. But they are truly good children who want to please He and i, so i know they will do their best to be good and make His adjustment as smooth as possible.
They are all excited about the fact that He will be there for all of their birthdays, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and it really makes me very emotional to know that this incredible Man not only took on a wild, fearful filly who was always running and STILL lets here fears get to her sometimes, but took on His filly's children as well.
i can't even put into words what that means to me. He is a unique and rare individual that i have massive respect and admiration for in addition to being just crazy in love with Him. The last 8 months of my life have been the BEST 8 months of my life and there's no doubt in my mind that there is a lot more best times coming.
i have my eyes open, and i know that there will be things that W/we have to discover and work through. i know myself though, and i am deeply rooted in O/our relationship as Master and slave, so there are things that i know will not be happening such as my arguing with Him, being defiant or disrespectful (i'd rather rip out my tongue) but there's a lot to learn about each other.
i am thankful to be able to call myself His slave, i am thankful that He loves me the way he does and that He wants to be with me. i am ready for this major change in my life...i have waited all my life to be with someone who really loved me, who i really loved and who was as committed to making things work as i am.
He is special...He is incredible and He is my Master... :)
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