Master is on his way here to His new home and i can't
wait to see Him. i m also So nervous. This is the first time He will
have spent a lot of time around the children and...well... laughs there are 7 of them.
They are excited about His arrival as well and i just want it to go well. i'm used to their activity level and noise and while i've been working with them on not being SO exuberant, Master isn't going to be used to so many bodies milling around, lol.
We're in the new house now and the kids love it and have settled into a pretty good routine. They are sleeping better, listening better (mostly) and the vibe here is one of positive reinforcement rather than constant negativity their father brought to the table.
The house is huge and i have lost 13 pounds in the last two weeks, most of it the last 5 days with moving and walking all over this house all day long. (one practically needs to pack a lunch to walk from Master's and my bedroom to the back porch :) )
I have visited Master several times over the last almost 9 months W/we've been together and have stayed for about 8 days each time. We have always gotten along beautifully and have had no arguments or disagreements. Of course He would win them all anyway if W/we DID, lol... but living together...it feels so different and my nerves are showing. i just want Him to be happy and i want everything to be perfect and as any of you with kids know...sometimes they act up, or are too hyper or too loud.
i'm trying not to become a wreck and just let things progress how they are going to. my kids are really good kids 90% of the time so part of me knows i'm being worried for nothing...but i do want Him to want to come back here permanently, lol.
i also hope He'll like it here. The kids and i are loving it and i can't tell you all how nice it is to NOT have the ex around anymore. i guess that might sound mean but it's about 5 1/2 years overdue and i feel like a different person without that constant barrage of insults in my face daily.
i'm also nervous about the munch on Saturday... but i'm trying to calm down about everything and not add any tension to the new situation by trying to have everything perfect, which i know isn't possible.
They are excited about His arrival as well and i just want it to go well. i'm used to their activity level and noise and while i've been working with them on not being SO exuberant, Master isn't going to be used to so many bodies milling around, lol.
We're in the new house now and the kids love it and have settled into a pretty good routine. They are sleeping better, listening better (mostly) and the vibe here is one of positive reinforcement rather than constant negativity their father brought to the table.
The house is huge and i have lost 13 pounds in the last two weeks, most of it the last 5 days with moving and walking all over this house all day long. (one practically needs to pack a lunch to walk from Master's and my bedroom to the back porch :) )
I have visited Master several times over the last almost 9 months W/we've been together and have stayed for about 8 days each time. We have always gotten along beautifully and have had no arguments or disagreements. Of course He would win them all anyway if W/we DID, lol... but living together...it feels so different and my nerves are showing. i just want Him to be happy and i want everything to be perfect and as any of you with kids know...sometimes they act up, or are too hyper or too loud.
i'm trying not to become a wreck and just let things progress how they are going to. my kids are really good kids 90% of the time so part of me knows i'm being worried for nothing...but i do want Him to want to come back here permanently, lol.
i also hope He'll like it here. The kids and i are loving it and i can't tell you all how nice it is to NOT have the ex around anymore. i guess that might sound mean but it's about 5 1/2 years overdue and i feel like a different person without that constant barrage of insults in my face daily.
i'm also nervous about the munch on Saturday... but i'm trying to calm down about everything and not add any tension to the new situation by trying to have everything perfect, which i know isn't possible.
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