That's how long until i am back where i belong, back
where i breathe freely, where i am safe, loved, held in His arms,
blissfully held in unbreakable chains that encircle my heart and soul.
Those chains know no bounds, and they are just as strong in His absence
as they are when i am at His feet, but without Him here, i move through
my day with a feeling of unbalance that shakes me.
Oh, how i belong to this Man, this Master that is so deep inside me, i feel His breath in my lungs and His blood running through my veins. i can't imagine life not being His, not serving Him with every cell of my being...and i don't want to imagine it.
It's cloudy and raining outside...i love listening to the rain when W/we are wrapped in each others arms at night. Now it is reminiscent of how my heart feels...tears that the sky cries for U/us while W/we are apart.
yes, i still miss Him just as much today as when i had to watch Him drive away yesterday . i will never, EVER become accustomed to not being at His feet on in His arms. These last three weeks W/we've spent together has shown me what lies ahead as His slave and that is something i've never been able to see with ANYONE else in my life. He is my purpose, my focus, my...everything.
Life with Him will be/HAS been a life of the deepest form of happiness and peace...a sigh of true contentment so strong, the world can hear it. i worship Him, and i don't care who thinks that's not the way i should feel. He IS my god, my reason for everything i do.
He inspires me to be the best i can in ALL ways, every aspect of my life; slave, mother, business woman, friend, example... He holds me accountable for my weaknesses and lifts me up higher than the clouds. "Good girl" from His lips and the gentle touch of His powerful hand on my cheek are the sweetest of praises, and i strive to do things that make Him see me as His good girl every day.
He is the Man of my dreams that in reality makes all those dreams pale in comparison. i admire so much about this incredible Man...His integrity, His mind, His power, His intelligence, His humor, His creativity and talent...i could go on for...ever about what i love and admire about Him. It is endless...
It is an amazing feeling to feel this way about someone. To know deep inside my soul that i will be enslaved by Him mind, body, spirit, soul, heart- you name it, He has it completely.
This time apart only reinforces all of this and i will continue to count the days, hours and minutes until i am once again at His feet. i can't express how lucky i feel to be His... i try, but the words seem so inadequate.
Oh, how i belong to this Man, this Master that is so deep inside me, i feel His breath in my lungs and His blood running through my veins. i can't imagine life not being His, not serving Him with every cell of my being...and i don't want to imagine it.
It's cloudy and raining outside...i love listening to the rain when W/we are wrapped in each others arms at night. Now it is reminiscent of how my heart feels...tears that the sky cries for U/us while W/we are apart.
yes, i still miss Him just as much today as when i had to watch Him drive away yesterday . i will never, EVER become accustomed to not being at His feet on in His arms. These last three weeks W/we've spent together has shown me what lies ahead as His slave and that is something i've never been able to see with ANYONE else in my life. He is my purpose, my focus, my...everything.
Life with Him will be/HAS been a life of the deepest form of happiness and peace...a sigh of true contentment so strong, the world can hear it. i worship Him, and i don't care who thinks that's not the way i should feel. He IS my god, my reason for everything i do.
He inspires me to be the best i can in ALL ways, every aspect of my life; slave, mother, business woman, friend, example... He holds me accountable for my weaknesses and lifts me up higher than the clouds. "Good girl" from His lips and the gentle touch of His powerful hand on my cheek are the sweetest of praises, and i strive to do things that make Him see me as His good girl every day.
He is the Man of my dreams that in reality makes all those dreams pale in comparison. i admire so much about this incredible Man...His integrity, His mind, His power, His intelligence, His humor, His creativity and talent...i could go on for...ever about what i love and admire about Him. It is endless...
It is an amazing feeling to feel this way about someone. To know deep inside my soul that i will be enslaved by Him mind, body, spirit, soul, heart- you name it, He has it completely.
This time apart only reinforces all of this and i will continue to count the days, hours and minutes until i am once again at His feet. i can't express how lucky i feel to be His... i try, but the words seem so inadequate.
this is beautiful :)
ReplyDeleteHmmm, ok, so what's going on with you?
ReplyDeletesofia
sofia..what do you mean?
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